This time won't be like the last time I swear I'm gonna make it different for sure. 
No more monsters manifesting self destruction gonna keep me pure. 
Don't try to stop
All My Life lyrics

I've been waiting for someone to come into my life 
Who would bring me joy and give me pleasure
 me now because it's far too late 
I gotta figure it out on my own. 
The walls are closing in 
the foundation shakes as the vultures wait to pick me to the bone. 
Wide awake now another day remnants of
Falling Asleep lyrics

Stressed out hurting like a Monday.
Blacked out all the words I couldn't say.
Too much is n
 my vices still laughing at me. 
Amnesiated too hard to say what I did last night or what was done to me. 
Sad and lonely, isolated don't want to feel like this any more. 
Weak of mind and manipulated 
After All lyrics


After all this time I'm thinking:
"I want to know just what you feel for me."

Aft
tired of feeling like everybody's whore. 
Tired of living like I got no self-esteem accommodating everybody else but me 
and I give and they take and I give and they take. 
And I give no more.